Mind/body

I've been quiet for several weeks, sorry.
 I've been hit with some personally difficult things for me to deal with and I needed to ruminate on it.
With the chiropractic work being done, my body is in transition. Therefore, it doesn't feel right. I've less stamina and strength and that has brought me to tears on more than a few occasions. My normally stellar Army Phyical Fitness Test scores dropped by 27 points overall.
I am reinforcing patience with myself as I continue healing, but it is difficult. I have been looking for a massage therapist over the last few weeks and I found a couple I like, but one who stands out. Yes, he made me cry, but not because he hurt me, okay, yea at times it was uncomfortable, but because he gave me the space to allow some emotionally painful stuff to come up. And, it did come up. Old, painful life experiences that I wouldn't wish on an enemy.
I have worked for years on many of my personal issues, but complete resolution is still a ways off.
So, as I heal my body, I can not forget that my soul is connected and needs love too.